goodbye to the best tranqulizer i ever had

I think, sometimes when people get older, the (likely) prefer a composure and calmness to a boisterousness. I'm not that old but I always love tranquility as they do. I always prefer sitting, reading, writing, or chatting on the corner of Starbucks to go out somewhere crowded. I love to stay at home more than dancing all night long. Maybe sometimes it called nerdy-jerky-out-of-date, but truly, in fact, I think it more fun :)

This thought started one day, the day i really curious with the next chapter of the book I'm reading and about to continue it, the PLN sadistically & cruelly "KILL" the electricity off because they still repairing the exploded gardu listrik (according to schedule, they will do that once per 4 days). I'm trying (really hard) to survive in the middle of darkness, no air-con, no internet connection, no light, no telly, nothing at all. Sadly, there's nothing to do without them. Until my mom gave me candles and asked me to light them up. I remember the time when the five lumen(s) transformed my dark-blacky room to a comfort space and made a great coziness. VOILA! This and that looked really nice and warm, including the book. I got my flashlight and read under it after opened the window widely, let the wind flow through my face (haha). Sonic and Ariel were sleeping like the fishes did (maybe, LOL). That was really calm and silent. As silent as when Ariel sneaks out to the garbage dump (no one can do that silence perfectly). As silent as my broken music box. As silent as my grandma when she's watching Korean drama.

But that will never happen again for the rest of my life. When I knew it, my heart was broken. Sadly miserably BROKEN, as a broken heart girl when she knows the boyfriend cheating on her.
Guess what?! My dad bought a not-important-at-all-genset-whatever-things to back up the electricity when the PLN put them out. It's only once per four days and everybody can't bear with it. Even if I extinct the lamps and light the candles up, that is never be the same as the PLN do.

Bye-bye Mr. Tranqulizer. I'm gonna miss u a lot.

bonus: the look of my bathroom when the coziness still around us :) i'm lovin it.

Looks great, doesn't it?